Last night I was up all night thinking. This happens to me from time to time and it sucks. These are the moments when I question everything.
One of the main thoughts was about appreciation. Sometimes it sucks to constantly hear how great and fantastic someone else is. Even if I agree with the assessment, I don't really want to hear it all the time....
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One of the main thoughts was about appreciation. Sometimes it sucks to constantly hear how great and fantastic someone else is. Even if I agree with the assessment, I don't really want to hear it all the time....
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pawko4b:
I completely understand. Damn busted switches and people always talking up about people you never meet when you just wish for them to say that about you and not hear oh well thats great you told someone else that about me but how come I dont feel from you or hear you tell me these things and I have to feel like im not good enough when someone else is obviously so great by comparison. I am no ones infieror DONT MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THAT. Of course not directed towards you but you clearly can see why one would feel that way. Yeah you and me my dear need more positive comments sent our ways at times. so YOU ARE A WONDERFUL WOMAN and I really like being your friend *hug*
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This Christmas was very unusual. It did not feel like Christmas at all. A few weeks ago me and integra505 decided not to do presents. We wanted to have selfish Christmas since we both wanted motorcycles and all our gear. So there were no presents to open on Christmas morning. That is ok though. We still had a very good day and it was just...
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pawko4b:
I'm glad things are getting better and you are feeling good
. Can't wait for a set from you, because you are a beautiful lovely woman.
mrsted_stryker:
You are such a doll!!! I adore you hunny!!!
I will be ok.Its just a lot to take in..I am doing the same thing I was in the hospital...just doing it MYSELF...and ya know what? I am too stubborn to actually let ppl do it for me so this is actually perfect!
I am glad that someone said something nice...even if it was weird. You are right tho, sometimes its not HOW they say it but WHAT they say...and sometimes vice versa.
(((hugs)))
I will be ok.Its just a lot to take in..I am doing the same thing I was in the hospital...just doing it MYSELF...and ya know what? I am too stubborn to actually let ppl do it for me so this is actually perfect!
I am glad that someone said something nice...even if it was weird. You are right tho, sometimes its not HOW they say it but WHAT they say...and sometimes vice versa.
(((hugs)))
I am not a big fan of the holiday season. It just isn't as fun as it was when I was a kid. I hope that everyone else has a wonderful holiday.
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mrsted_stryker:
I thought of you both this morning.
My breakfast try consisted of a bowl of cereal, half a banana, coffee, and about 6 pieces of Bacon!!!!!!
I think I ordered it while you guys were here too!
My breakfast try consisted of a bowl of cereal, half a banana, coffee, and about 6 pieces of Bacon!!!!!!
I think I ordered it while you guys were here too!
niobe:
Thanks!
Sometimes things are said lightly and not with the intent to hurt. But sometimes it is those very things that sting the most. These are the things that make you step back and think about things. Are you doing something that is in line with your ultimate goal? You can spend your life taking things as they come and being content with the cards you...
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neopop:
Fishii was right about you. To be thoughtful of one's self is a requisite ability and results in a genuine concern for people, above acting in a manner that satisfies the outward appearance of humanity. It's very underrated today since it offers no material returns. luky has kept me aware of fishii's situation since I haven't been online much recently... trying to help a zotted member with hundreds of friends on here--only a few of which show any concern at all. He's alone and hopeless is impossible to ignore.
pawko4b:
Thanks for the reassuring words butrcup *hug*. You're a good friend.
So, this week has been a better one for me. I am handling things a bit better and I am trying to make my health better. I am still fighting this damn bronchitis and I am trying to use my inhaler sparingly because I am convinced that I don't need the damn thing. Reality sets in when I wake up at 4am having an asthma...
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pawko4b:
Woo hoo hottie on a bike. Sure it's been done many times over but who wouldnt wanna see this lovely woman half naked on a bike? *raises hand* Yeah I went there. And I am not ashamed. Hey maybe the acupuncture will work you just have to believe that it will. Well I hope you can bring us some lovely sets once you are up to it
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mrsted_stryker:
Honey that would e world to me!!!! Really!!!
Thank you for your visit and the goodie bag you brought!... makes me giggle and I get to be just a LITTLE bit bad!
Thank you for your visit and the goodie bag you brought!... makes me giggle and I get to be just a LITTLE bit bad!
Frustration. I need to figure out how to eliminate this from my life. I can pinpoint exactly what gets me frustrated, I can feel when it is coming, I just don't know how to turn it off. Maybe avoidance would help, no, it doesn't really solve the issue. I know that my frustration and grief have been the number one cause of me being sick...
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pawko4b:
Wow that is a lot. I hope you can get everything in check and be happier again. Yeah it's so tricky just letting crap go and just not caring.
mrsted_stryker:
Thqat same thing happened to me. There is a girl I USED to be friends with, and we hate each other. I would gladly pop her right in the nose and she came up on that list. I started thinking that if SHE came up, than so did I on ppl that I wouldnt want to pages.
*shakes fist*
Ya me angry too....except I know why.
You and I should hang out and kill zombies and be angry together. I have wine and beer btw!
*shakes fist*
Ya me angry too....except I know why.
You and I should hang out and kill zombies and be angry together. I have wine and beer btw!
New update! I am getting pretty excited and things are taking a turn to the positive for me. I ordered all of my gear for when I get my new bike. And I just put a deposit down on my bike so it is on order and will be here in January! This makes me so happy. My health is still not fabulous but I...
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mrsted_stryker:
LOL YAY!!!! I am so excited for ya hun!!!!
integra505:
I wish my stuff would hurry up and get here... I am so ready to ride, it's not even funny!
So, I guess I need an update here. For the past three or four weeks I have been sicker than shit. It started with my allergies acting up and progressed to what I thought was a simple cold. After two weeks of getting absolutely no sleep because I was up all night coughing, I finally went to urgent care to see what the hell was...
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mrsted_stryker:
awwwww I am just me.
how are you feeling???
how are you feeling???
integra505:
So I just noticed the date on this post... I was probably picking up the SV while you were typing this!
Grrrr. I hate fighting. And to make matters worse, why don't you add some fuel to that fire. So very very frustrated right now.
ilbulldog:
Just saying hey and hoping you have a better day.
mimo_:
well hello, fellow gorgeous new mexican! (we girls should make a club.) thank you so much for the add, i look forward to talking to you!
So, this is my first post. What to say...
I am in a serious state of change in my life right now. Just trying to figure out what I want and what makes me happy. Slowly I am figuring these things out and now I am working on making those things happen.
I am new to the site and hoping to meet new people.
I...
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I am in a serious state of change in my life right now. Just trying to figure out what I want and what makes me happy. Slowly I am figuring these things out and now I am working on making those things happen.
I am new to the site and hoping to meet new people.
I...
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mrsted_stryker:
Yo will figure it out...you are a smart woman!
Welcome to the site!!
Welcome to the site!!