The verdict is in, I have officially lost my mind. At least that is what most people might think. I was sitting at work, bored out of my freaking mind when it hit me. I am not happy with my job, I am bored with what I do, I dont see the value in what I am doing, it is not fulfilling to me. Then...
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darkriver:
You haven't lost your mind at all!!! Actually, just the opposite is true! You have decided to make your life what you want it to be, and it sounds as if you are already taking steps to realize that for yourself! I say Yay to you, those are big decisions and changes, but for the better!!! Would you rather come home after work dejected because it's just the daily grind, or happy because you are living the life and doing the job that you actually want to do? When we go on our weekend rides, and I ask you how your week was, you should be excited to share the stories from a great work week, not feeling blah because of a sos workweek! So no. You have lost nothing, you have gained your focus!!! 
padre:
Doesn't sound like you lost your mind, in fact it sounds like the exact opposite. You had a moment of clarity, an epiphany if you will. All those things sounded like a real headache but they did help you to realize you have to change something. And it's good change so my hats off to you 
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mrsted_stryker:
((hugs))???
umm NOT what I wanted to say.. but the long list I just got in my PM has a lot of the same things that I think about you on a daily basis.
You are my bff.. lol my super duper BFF!
I love ya honey!
umm NOT what I wanted to say.. but the long list I just got in my PM has a lot of the same things that I think about you on a daily basis.
You are my bff.. lol my super duper BFF!
I love ya honey!
aldremech:
You know I will walk right beside you hun
I just got my grade on my final in my other class. I did a superb job on my essay on the history of tattoos. I got an A in the class which means more tuition reimbursement money in my pocket which also means another chunk of change to put towards the bike. I am so super stoked right now! 
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wsoxfan:
I think you just entered the Guiness book of records for fastest friend request approval. I appreciate it.
Things are going good. The layoff did not affect me. I still have my job and was basically told to keep on kicking ass! I got one of my final grades back and I got an A! Woo Hoo! I should find out about my other class today, fingers are still crossed for an A. I started my next term of classes and so far...
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mrsted_stryker:
And he IS an old man! ^^^^^^
We DO need to make that a regular thing..I am actually going to check and see what ELSE is out there for 2 player games!
And anytime you wanna come over, you are welcome! You dont need my permission or anything, you are just always welcome!
^^^^^^We DO need to make that a regular thing..I am actually going to check and see what ELSE is out there for 2 player games!
And anytime you wanna come over, you are welcome! You dont need my permission or anything, you are just always welcome!
pawko4b:
Yes need to practice in the downtown, but there is no I in team ms butrcup. Congrats on your A. Hey we'll both be 21 with 9 years of experience this year but it's just a number on paper babe .
.Today I woke up feeling great. It was a pretty nice day, the sun was shining. This afternoon I get an email that they are doing a 15% layoff at the company I work for. That is about 60 people who will not have jobs by the end of this week. As of yet there has been no indication as to whether my department or...
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jewelz:
Heya pretty lady!
I just wanted to stop by and say thanks for being there for Fishii while she's going through all of this. I wish more than anything that I could be there to give her a hug and tell her everything's gonna work out OK, so I feel much gratitude to see that you have been such an awesome friend to her
I just wanted to stop by and say thanks for being there for Fishii while she's going through all of this. I wish more than anything that I could be there to give her a hug and tell her everything's gonna work out OK, so I feel much gratitude to see that you have been such an awesome friend to her
aldremech:
Here is to the utter demise of douchebaggery
Just a little update. I know I sounded mad and hateful before but really I am a happy person. I just needed to get it out so it wouldn't fester up inside of me. But now I am tired and must go to sleep. Have a great night everyone!
heatdude:
Boy did you let it out..And the chainsaw part would really hurt.. 
Now go make your day.
Now go make your day. I finished my finals, YAY! That is a relief. Now I just get to wait and see how I did. Fingers are crossed for A's. Now I am getting ready for the next term which starts tomorrow. The only thing I really need to do is update my biography and read over what assignments are going to be due this week. No big deal, that...
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heatdude:
I have the same problem I rarely check my voice mail at work and at home I don't even answer the phone..
mrsted_stryker:
I dont HAVE voice mail. 
and isnt that the "theme" of last night? Practice makes perfect??
and isnt that the "theme" of last night? Practice makes perfect??
It has already been a busy week and it is only Tuesday. After two weeks off of school it is hard to go back. What makes it worse is it being finals week. I just spent the last two hours working on one of my finals and I need to take a break. I think if I pace myself and do a little every day...
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heatdude:
Good morning butrcup79. Have a good day.
pawko4b:
Yeah Life is going to be a fun ride in 09. Yay butrcup has a new pic. I like .
.The past two days have been great. I feel great, I am happy, I am looking forward to the new year!
Today I had another acupuncture treatment. It was great but I couldn't stay awake. I had planned to come home and work on my finals since they are due next week and I really need to get A's, but I am so wiped out...
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Today I had another acupuncture treatment. It was great but I couldn't stay awake. I had planned to come home and work on my finals since they are due next week and I really need to get A's, but I am so wiped out...
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aldremech:
You made me laugh. I like you
mrsted_stryker:
I THOUGHT you got some pics of that! lol Although I have to admit I hate pics like that because I always look stupid...but THAT one makes me so happy. Probably because you can SEE how happy I am there!
Thank you honey...you are so amazing!
Thank you honey...you are so amazing!
My photographer called me today. We are brainstorming on some set ideas. Too bad it is so complicated to do a set in a public place. For some reason people frown upon being naked in public. I have decided that I will talk on the phone with him anytime. I got some of the best compliments in my life in a 30 minute phone conversation....
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mrsted_stryker:
I am not so sure about dinner when AL gets here..he will be tired and said he kinda just wants to stay in. I totally understand that after driving 8-9 hours.
MAYBE Bitten and I would be interested in an early dinner and than drinks at me flat so you can meet AL...I would so love that!!
But honestly honey if you have parties to g to or better things to do I wouldnt blame ya at all!!! Trust me..I am used to going out for New Years...this is a new one for me!!
MAYBE Bitten and I would be interested in an early dinner and than drinks at me flat so you can meet AL...I would so love that!!
But honestly honey if you have parties to g to or better things to do I wouldnt blame ya at all!!! Trust me..I am used to going out for New Years...this is a new one for me!!
mrsted_stryker:
Happy New Years!