Sunday Dec 21, 2008

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Sometimes things are said lightly and not with the intent to hurt. But sometimes it is those very things that sting the most. These are the things that make you step back and think about things. Are you doing something that is in line with your ultimate goal? You can spend your life taking things as they come and being content with the cards you are dealt. Or you can live your life as if you are already experiencing all of the things you desire. I am trying hard to live as if I already have all of my hearts desires. This sometimes poses as a problem when I am faced with something that doesn't necessarily fall in line with my future plans. No, I don't have my whole life planned out and I don't live with a narrow focus that my life has to play out in a certain way. But I don't like to waste my time on things that certainly don't serve my purpose. I am not certain as to what I will do in this particular case but I am confident that I will figure it out and do the right thing.
I give a lot of myself to the people that mean the most to me. I just hope that it is appreciated as much as it should be because I don't give myself to very many people. On that note I am sending lots of love to my friend Fishii.
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neopop:
Fishii was right about you. To be thoughtful of one's self is a requisite ability and results in a genuine concern for people, above acting in a manner that satisfies the outward appearance of humanity. It's very underrated today since it offers no material returns. luky has kept me aware of fishii's situation since I haven't been online much recently... trying to help a zotted member with hundreds of friends on here--only a few of which show any concern at all. He's alone and hopeless is impossible to ignore.
pawko4b:
Thanks for the reassuring words butrcup *hug*. You're a good friend.

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