You know what the problem with denial is? It's so anticlimatic. Here's the truth, staring you dead in the face. With neon lighting and glittery tassles swinging clockwise and counterclockwise rhythmically to a go-go track for the whole world to see.
Then finally when you decide to accept it for what is, there's no revelation. No life-changing, time-stopping moment that will forever alter your path in life. It's just that same damn voice in your head that you were blocking out for however long you held on, chuckling and mumbling "Told you.............damn.......you don't listen.........why would I lie..............hard headed sonuvabitch........."
Sometimes even when I THINK I'm going for what I want, in reality..........I'm really just settling ALL OVER again
Then finally when you decide to accept it for what is, there's no revelation. No life-changing, time-stopping moment that will forever alter your path in life. It's just that same damn voice in your head that you were blocking out for however long you held on, chuckling and mumbling "Told you.............damn.......you don't listen.........why would I lie..............hard headed sonuvabitch........."
Sometimes even when I THINK I'm going for what I want, in reality..........I'm really just settling ALL OVER again
i am the queen of denial.