buster_hymen

"Why must I be like that?"
"Why must I chase the cat?"
"Is it really just the dog in me??"

Who knew George Clinton could actually make me think?? No news so far on Ms. New Prospect. I'm not quite sure where her stance is about things. I'm not sure if she's shy, indifferent, or not sure how to read me. Either way, I'll keep you guys abreast of my situation.

Hehehehe..........I said breast............damn I watch too much Family Guy.

Oh, since this is the only place I'm sure to get feedback for any of my feckless thoughts, I wrote a poem the other day at my job that Ms. New Prospect inspired due to the fact that she conjures feelings about my ex-fiancee (which as Akira Li knows is a LONG STORY). Let me know what you think. If you don't get it, that's cool. Just tell me the truth, aiight??

Ive been forced to swallow a lot things Gods cooked up for me.
And all Ive learned is nothing tastes better than a second chance
My tempered stance has stood the test of time
But all it takes is a look in your eyes to make my knees buckle
Weve chuckled over small talk, irony and etc.
Yet all I can remember you ever saying was that you loved me
Above me, I know angels gotta be laughing at this comedy special
That is my life, without even a commercial break
It hurts to wait for better days when I think theyve already passed
But Ill still carry the weight of my sins just to show God he hasnt broke me yet
Hopes, regrets, and insecurities are all that fuel me these days
The funny is part is every time I think my tank is full, the needle drops
People flock to my voice, just to hear my tales of woe and adversity
I just hope they understand I do this for my salvation as much as their entertainment
Days spent pining for my past are a waste and I know it.
But that voice in my chest is connected to my love for her, and I cant control it.

God I'm so emo I could puke........