buster_hymen

Sitting here conflicted. What was clear is cryptic
Every tear that shifted seems like a year in prison
Who could foresee the instance shed deny the pleasure
of her private treasure? More beauty than the eye can measure
But why forever? Weve experienced each other before
Now she tells me her desires to be a mother of 4
But her lover? No more. Only friends and confidants
My frustration keeps me up at night like car alarms
Souls trapped in Babylon. Marked and scarred from cattle prods
Just cant seem to accept the fact that what we had is gone
My dad and mom worry constantly about my state of mind
Friends argue over clout, space and time while I doubt fates design
Has us together with kids
Staring at my gun for hours, but noits better to live
And whether it is or not meant to be eventually
Shes still heavenly. The highest pedigree therell ever be

Don't mind me. I've just been reflecting on how long it's been since certain times and events in my life have happened. Time waits for no man after all........