Apparently i'm supposed to be soul searching this year. Could explain the sudden urge to move to Portland. I just know that nothing will be done with my life if i stay here. I need a different crowd to be around. I need to come out of my shell. Break down the wall. I figure Portland is the place to do that in.
I'm so desperate to find other people to be around that i've decided to get in touch with my first girlfriend, Shannon. We had a tough breakup but hopefully she doesn't hold a grudge. I don't, we'll see.
I'm sick of Jordan acting like a prick to every girl i'm either involved or friends with. He is never like that around me. I think there is a homosexual undertone with him. Like that's his defense mech. when i'm with a girl. He feels threatened by them or something. Godamn nazi!
I'm so desperate to find other people to be around that i've decided to get in touch with my first girlfriend, Shannon. We had a tough breakup but hopefully she doesn't hold a grudge. I don't, we'll see.
I'm sick of Jordan acting like a prick to every girl i'm either involved or friends with. He is never like that around me. I think there is a homosexual undertone with him. Like that's his defense mech. when i'm with a girl. He feels threatened by them or something. Godamn nazi!