buster_casey_600

it's 12:35p.m...Friday the 29th.

So i try and give her her space. whether that envolves being alone or being with her ex. She calls me no more than a half an hour ago and starts telling me how she's a little pissed off at me cause i havn't text or called her at all in the last day and a half.
WHAT THE FUCK!
What...
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why do i bother dealing with her?
why can't i get over her?
she was so afriad of me leaving her.
but she was the one leaving me.
she needs time alone.
i guess that involves spending time with her ex.
time away from everything, or just me?
then why didn't she just tell me?


I hung out with Bryan today(Sunday). First time since October....
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one by one...
everyone...
they will leave...
they ARE leaving...
one by one...
they left.

friends won't last forever.

"It's only after you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything."

"Hello. I love you won't you tell me your name..."

that song just popped in my head. amongst other things.
New Mudvayne rocks!!!!! Great cd!!!!Pick it up. right now. go. do it. right now. pick it up...

last night, on my way home from work, lights to a bilboard went out as i passed it.
tonight it did the same thing. both at different times so it couldn't have been on some sort of timer. then, a little further up the road, a street lamp went out as i passed that! finally, believe it or not!! ANOTHER ONE WENT OUT!!!
What the...
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step father tried to change the password to this computer. BUT I PROVED TO BE VICTORIOUS!!! HOO HAA!!!!!

Part 2: blood, tears, and more tears.

SUNDAY/MONDAY: It's 2:30 in the morning. sunday night, early monday morning. my cell rings. I can hear her crying on the other end before i can even put the receiver to my ear.
The whole day i prepared myself for the devastating news that her and her ex had sex or something...so i wasn't surprised or really mad...
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I SHOULD PROBLY SAY SOMETHING ABOUT "WAY TO FALL". IT IS NOT MY BAND. A FRIEND OF MINE IS IN THE BAND. THE LEAD SINGER/GUITARIST. CHECK'M OUT!

part 1---the downward spiral

weekend before april 1st...she kisses her ex girlfriend
april 1st(friday)...her friends and some of mine end up backing out of the "party". the downward spiral begins.fun night at a gay strip club her friend strips at. first for me thats for damn sure. then off to another club. goth club in milwaukee called club anything "?" (big purple question mark in...
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news is news right? so i'm single now. we broke up on monday. these turn of events will be chronicled soon. hoya!!!

The earliest form of bio-weaponry was used in the middle ages. Before archers would fire off rounds, they would stick the arrows in the mud. If the arrow itself didnt kill the man, the wound would surely become infected. The very ground they fought on was the only toilet that they possessed.