burtie

my mom knows i look at the hot naked chicks on here

but every time she comes in the room i panic and hide the windows.

http://www.postsecret.com

my secret is i wrote like three postcards directly after seeing the site, and know i wont send them in.

i need a place to write and know that someone is reading it and perhaps they are slightly more burdened.

i dont know what to do. i've been playing around a breakup for something like six months and i dont have the heart to...
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so tommorow is my photo shoot thing.

i feel weird calling it a shoot. i'm not a model.

i'm nervous.

i dont know if any of you out there in SG land live in NY, but its fucking unbelievably hot hot hot.

i was inside working all day, but they decided to turn the heat on to "DRY THE AIR OUT".

fuckers.

a couple of you left me some really nice comments, so thank you! i hope i can soon repay you with a set.

no diabetes for me!

i've had some strange dreams recently. the kind that mock me.... you know?

three nights ago i was posessed by some ghost-girl. she wouldnt let me talk or see or move. i hate when that happens in my dreams.

two nights ago, i was in africa, witnessing an absloutely awful massacre.

last night i was running though the london underground trying...
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went to the doctor the other day.

they took blood to test for diabetes. this should scare me, probably. but better i know it now than when i go into some kind of sugar shock. and it would force me to not eat cookies and drink coke all the time.

i have the most perfect idea for my next set. and a real photographer to...
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some things i love. just for fun.

1.) i love that i woke up this morning right as the sunlight climbed in the window. i've never seen the first sun of the day, but it was gold.

2.) orange juice in those little mini cartons.

3.) sleeping a lot. and all the dreams i have. (had a dream this morning about saratoga and getting high...
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say you knew someone who had recieved a lot of state aid for attending college.

and say they fucked around throughout the entire time, not really doing much of anything - just.. .sort of wasting that money.

would it bother you?

my sister has been in college for five years now, mostly because of the "free" aid she recieves. she doesnt understand that the aid...
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not having any happiness for three days discourages me very much.