moving back to ny.
today.
wow, that was fast.
today.
wow, that was fast.
me + acid = woah.
got my lip pierced. didnt hurt. blah blah blah.
trying to figure out school shit. trying not to be so all over the place.
but honestly, i've lost control.
i mostly want to get involved with older men. i think dangerous things from the nine to five and go home and smoke and fall asleep
because i would never do those dangerous things.
trying to figure out school shit. trying not to be so all over the place.
but honestly, i've lost control.
i mostly want to get involved with older men. i think dangerous things from the nine to five and go home and smoke and fall asleep
because i would never do those dangerous things.
tadzi:
sometimes ya gotta lose control 
yay yay yay
going to visit home
yay.
going to visit home
yay.
fuck work.
they told me they were making me a supervisor (money (Yes)) and its been a fucking month and they fucking havent.
and i'm still doing more shit than everyone.
i mostly dont want to go to college anymore. i want to do whatever i fucking feel like the minute i wake up.
and thats usually pack a bag and get the fuck out...
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they told me they were making me a supervisor (money (Yes)) and its been a fucking month and they fucking havent.
and i'm still doing more shit than everyone.
i mostly dont want to go to college anymore. i want to do whatever i fucking feel like the minute i wake up.
and thats usually pack a bag and get the fuck out...
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lifeimagenary:
I feel you. I was jerked around at work for a year haveing them tell me they are going to help me move up and they haven't done a dam thing but turn their back on me. So I am now back in school with less money the the ppl on welfar. Everyday I want to just leave and move far away from were i'm at and just start over. The only thing that keeps me in here is what i'm learning in school.
Time may get dark and you my find your self wanting nothing more then to just leave and be done with it all but in the end it's done nothing but moved your trouble some were else. Hang in there and think about what you really want to get out of life or in my case give back.
Keep your head up, it can't rain everyday
by the way were do you work?
Time may get dark and you my find your self wanting nothing more then to just leave and be done with it all but in the end it's done nothing but moved your trouble some were else. Hang in there and think about what you really want to get out of life or in my case give back.
Keep your head up, it can't rain everyday
by the way were do you work?
i had a dream last night i was in a burlesque show
but none of the girls would act burlesque-esque
and i tried to get them to. but they wanted to play with glitter and my little ponies.
but none of the girls would act burlesque-esque
and i tried to get them to. but they wanted to play with glitter and my little ponies.
i'm having a lot of trouble adjusting.
i havent been sleeping well, and my brain feels like someone shot it wide open.
my options now are go into work, leave early, feign sickness.
fall asleep for two hours tops and (its likely) be late for work.
help.
me.
i havent been sleeping well, and my brain feels like someone shot it wide open.
my options now are go into work, leave early, feign sickness.
fall asleep for two hours tops and (its likely) be late for work.
help.
me.
i work a lot.
and buy too many clothes from UO.
and i dont have time for much else. like wearing the new clothes, even.
whatever.
and buy too many clothes from UO.
and i dont have time for much else. like wearing the new clothes, even.
whatever.
scott:
work keeps me out of trouble.
lifeimagenary:
what's UO besides a place were you would buy clothes
people left me nice comments and i did not get back to them... but they made me very happy.
i've been busy busy moving and job hunting these past few days. and i just got my internet set up. bling bling - i did it mySELF!
that reminds meeeeeee
i got a nice bling ring the evening of my "going away" party. and that was...
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i've been busy busy moving and job hunting these past few days. and i just got my internet set up. bling bling - i did it mySELF!
that reminds meeeeeee
i got a nice bling ring the evening of my "going away" party. and that was...
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hack:
Just came in from Hopefuls and wanted to tell you you're lovely. Rejection doesn't change that.
lifeimagenary:
well i hope this finds you well and in a good mood. don't it feel great to fix or put something together your self
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tadzi:
cant imagine you getting rejected...but i guess anything is possible in this crazy world 
lifeimagenary:
your pussy look like it doesn't know what to do 
. SG must be crazy not to bring you on your cute as a button, as my granny would say. oh yeah and the bra in your set sexy as hell and the cat pose
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. SG must be crazy not to bring you on your cute as a button, as my granny would say. oh yeah and the bra in your set sexy as hell and the cat pose [Edited on Aug 19, 2005 10:30AM]
how is it?