burtie

http://www.postsecret.com

my secret is i wrote like three postcards directly after seeing the site, and know i wont send them in.

i need a place to write and know that someone is reading it and perhaps they are slightly more burdened.

i dont know what to do. i've been playing around a breakup for something like six months and i dont have the heart to do it. i'm a fucking wimp. seriously, i hate the idea of hurting someone deeply and having them go off into self destruction.

i feel like only i... am allowed to do that. so a lot of the times, when things are wrong, i wont say one god damn thing. my lips are sealed. i'd rather sacrafice any courage that i had to let people go on thinking i was still infatuated.

what i want is to go away to school and be a little slutty. i've never been slutty. college slutty. co-ed slutty. ha ha... co-ed...

and last, i feel increasingly akward in my own skin. i hate that i cut my hair, it reminds me of me. i am also on a diet.

that should scare the readers away.