burnwitme

Bleh women!

cant live with 'em cant live without 'em. Is it so hard to find one that is everything you wanted? though i did when i met my ex wife and the keyword is "ex". After cheating on me then leaving me when times got tough it got harder to find someone i actually like. Even now when im in a long distance relationship. this is the first girl that i truely care about. yet i have the feeling that i dont exist with her....what did i do? not a damn thing. I rearanged my life for her. sent majority of my stuff to her exhausted my bank account preping to move with her, yet she tells me shes not ready after the fact.

being who i am compared to who i was i let it go, she needed time i was willing to give her. now it seems to be going down hill, drifting apart from what is was when we first met. guess what? it hurts not going to lie it hurts bad. the first person im starting to trust again is having doubts. what to do.....