burntsolace

And this post has nothing to do with the TNA wrestling event.

I have decided with Tanya off in the off in Europe working on a cruise ship making sacrifices to help further her career that I can't just sit around in the apartment feeling sorry for myself like I did for the first week she was gone. Or just come home and veg out in front of the TV like I have for the last week. I am gonna do something with this six months.

This revelation came to me today. I think part of it was my accidental fasting. I don't think I had a real dinner last night. Maybe chicken nuggets around 5pm. Then I was surfing the web and watching DVD until late that night. Then I slept in, woke up had my coffee and was surfing the web and doing some writing and looked up and realized I have let everything around me goto hell for the last two weeks.

So this is what I am gonna do. Everything I am gonna is gonna be to make myself a better person. I am gonna start eating better. One step at a time. I am not really a salad person. But last time I did this I found out I like the McDonald's salads so I am gonna start doing those for lunch.

I am also gonna start exercising again. I am thinking push ups, sit ups, free weights and DDR everyday when I get home from work. That means exercise comes first, no internet, not checking email, no chat, no TV, no MacGyver DVDs. When I get home it's exercise first, shower, and then start dinner and what ever else I want to do that night.

I am also gonna start dressing better. I went out and got myself a bunch of cool button down shirts and they are all sitting in my closet. But they aren't normal button down shirts, they are something more my style. Mostly Dark, kinda country-ish kinda Goth but not really either. So I am gonna start dressing more like I should for work. Nicer jeans, either black or or dark blue, my button down dark shirts. And I have a Jacket I got a while ago, that looks like a suite jacket, but it's reversible and has a barbed wire print on the back. So I am gonna start wearing it since I have it, and have only worn it like twice. I guess it will boil down to some sort of urban cowboy type look, but once I get into the swing of it, I will let everyone know how it looks.

But that is about it for now. I am gonna go finish doing the dishes I have neglected. I have spent about 4 hours cleaning up the apartment, doing laundry, cleaning he bedroom etc. But iIam feeling really good right now. One load of dishes down 3 or so to go.

PS if anyone sees me here on on chat, and it seems like it's too early or that I haven't done my nightly routine ask me. Because I am gonna need help sticking to this routine. Thanks ahead of time.