burningleaves

a difficult day.

corey had to be up at 7 (which is better than the last couple of days, which have been 6) this morning, and i was unable to get back to sleep afterward. i continuously tried calling both my parents' cell phones, but got no answer. my dad finally called just as his hearing was over, and he was preparing to be taken to jail... it was an upsetting phone call.

i then went to the doctor - for the 5th time in two months. i went through the usual routine only to find out that the most simple of answers to the symptoms i'm experiencing are not the case... thus: i don't know what's wrong and was referred to a specialist (a urologist). nothing was available there until the 19th of next month... so right now, i'm stuck taking this over-the-counter pain reliever (which isn't supposed to be taken for more than two days continuously) until the 6th, when my normal doctor returns and he can hopefully schedule me for a 'STAT' appointment with the specialist... truly, i will be miserable if i can't get in earlier than that. it would also mean minimal/no drinking while i'm in minnesota - which CANNOT happen.

fuckity. this pain reliever i'm taking also causes headache and general fatigue, so i've spent most of today feeling like doody, and just wanting to be in bed, snuggling.

i got a new camera phone... i like it. i was able to send corey a setsy picture message today. wheee!