burningchrome

Friends is fine. I'm cool with that, I was a fool to think we could ever be more. She needs me more as a friend, than as a lover. I think I honestly need the same from her. It wouldn't feel right if we were to become lovers now, after all that's been shared. I think I would get more from her as a friend. She is so dreamy at times though...

I know what I like, and I know what I need. As much as I like the idea of her, the reality would be far different. What I need to do, is to find someone after I move. Savage calls, and I've been dragging my feet about moving. I could be down there in less than 2 weeks. Dammit, these girls always making my life complicated, but then again. That's why I love them.

Sigh...

Car, if you only knew how long I went back and forth over this for you. But friends will have to do, even if you change your mind later. I got a life to live... elsewhere.

Nietzsche Flakes:
"What is done out of love always occurs beyond good and evil."
~ Friedrich Nietzsche

*BTW: Who is this ChandraJudithann girl?