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This past month has really been something else. I met an interesting woman at a barbecue I went to on March 16th. The ride has been great if not completely without pain in more than one sense of the word. After being invited to one of the most interesting Easter / Birthday parties I ever attended which revolved around hunting for easter eggs and doll heads in a cemetery, I ended up getting together with this beautiful one who shall remain nameless. She's into all sorts of interesting fetish stuff. At the time she claimed that she had broken up with her boyfriend of 4 years. I spent quite a bit of time with her this past month having a great amount of fun that I must admit had me feeling better about our potential than any woman I ever dated in the last 3 years. Miss you Ragdoll by the way wherever the hell you are. Suddenly we seemed to be getting to close for her comfort and she began to blow me off. Apparently she still was also seeing her supposed ex and decided that 4 years of ups and downs with him was worth more than 1 month of supposedly some of the best times she's ever had. Not surprising really, after all how can I compete with 4 years of memories and an ex that never really was gotten over?






I really know better than this. That is what sucks. If you were in my shoes I'll bet you would have done the same thing. But how could I have been so dumb as to become emotionally attached to someone who was never really yet free of her past. I'm still glad I was struck by lightning.....