ok, I'm tired. I was drawing all day, and I have like 5 things that I need to do right now, last night I just broke down, and went to sleep I couldn't take it anymore.
and I just completed my design homework which consist of cutting and pasting a box for the better half of 2 hours. that and theres NO TV anymore. I...
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zanafar:
Feel free to bitch all you want. I will sit and read it all.
And so once again
My dear Johnny my dear friend
And so once again you are fightin' us all
And when I ask you why
You raise your sticks and cry, and I fall
Oh, my friend
How did you come
To trade the fiddle for the drum
You say I have turned
Like the enemies you've earned
But I can remember
All the good...
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My dear Johnny my dear friend
And so once again you are fightin' us all
And when I ask you why
You raise your sticks and cry, and I fall
Oh, my friend
How did you come
To trade the fiddle for the drum
You say I have turned
Like the enemies you've earned
But I can remember
All the good...
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noctem:
That's really cool. I like it. 
But, what is it?
But, what is it?
zanafar:
This seem kinda civil warish to me.......don't really know why though. 
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noctem:
Man, I forgot to tell you yesterday, congradulations on that review. Sounds like you're doing great things. 
It's cool that people can connect with your work on such a personal level, rather than just, "Oh yeah, I like the art in it," you know?
It's cool that people can connect with your work on such a personal level, rather than just, "Oh yeah, I like the art in it," you know?
amaris:
mine was when my first love started talking to me less and less, and i knew something was wrong but whenever i managed to talk to him (it was a long distance relationship) he'd say he was going through something and he couldn't talk about it yet... finally i logged into his email and read one he sent to some girl, and he sounded like he was flirting with her. that's when my heart really broke, because i knew it was over. then i found out from someone else a couple weeks later that he was dating this other girl... then later that he was cheating on her with someone else... etc. etc.
it left me really depressed for months, i'd thought i would've married him, he'd been my world.
it made me hate all men and lose trust in people for a long time. and i've never been able to love anyone quite the same since...
but all things considered, i think it was a good thing for me. i learned a lot about myself and the world and came out so much stronger and more independent.
he was in florida too, i was 17, we're good friends now though.
"like I'd kiss a girl, or want to be with them, and I couldn't feel." i had that too, but i think i'm mostly better now.
ah, love...
it left me really depressed for months, i'd thought i would've married him, he'd been my world.
it made me hate all men and lose trust in people for a long time. and i've never been able to love anyone quite the same since...
but all things considered, i think it was a good thing for me. i learned a lot about myself and the world and came out so much stronger and more independent.
he was in florida too, i was 17, we're good friends now though.
"like I'd kiss a girl, or want to be with them, and I couldn't feel." i had that too, but i think i'm mostly better now.
ah, love...
making a 150 page graphic novel is kinda difficult when you think about it. I usually write when I'm depressed cause my vocabulary comes out more, but for a person whose never been in a relationships, writing about one in detail, people say that I got it down pack. like this link:
a review of my book
I really need to get into a really...
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ben_:
congrats, great review!
miho:
That was a wonderful review, way to go. Is there a way to read your work?
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zanafar:
Hahaha
noctem:
It looks like his face is sliding down. Poor guy. Oh, the blades have this metal block and pad that you grip like a fistpack. The blades are cut out to fit your knuckles and are attached to the block with steel wires. Later...
Oh, the blades have this metal block and pad that you grip like a fistpack. The blades are cut out to fit your knuckles and are attached to the block with steel wires. Later...I wonder how different it'll be if I changed my gender on this site, and redo everything in the eyes of a girl. I wonder how different I'll be treated
I think I'll become so popular..isn't that sad
...and I'm really considering it
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zanafar:
It works....really.
To be honest....I am actually a 19yo girl and not to brag...but I am pretty hot too. But I got tired of all the attention so I put up a pic of some random guy and made up a story about squirrels, and my friend list went from like 300 to 19.
To be honest....I am actually a 19yo girl and not to brag...but I am pretty hot too. But I got tired of all the attention so I put up a pic of some random guy and made up a story about squirrels, and my friend list went from like 300 to 19.
darklis:
None of those, but if you want to sound it out, that's kosher. what was the name of the painting that looks like your profile pic? All I can think is the film Thomas Crown affair. 
what was the name of the painting that looks like your profile pic? All I can think is the film Thomas Crown affair. I went to check if any women where close to me on the "hookup" section. trying to find someone....someone, but all I saw where guys....sausage party
I want to meet someone cool, a girl, a nice girl who makes me excel, who wears baggy clothing to bed, so you can see down her shirt, who's always aware, and smart, and passionate about alota things.....a muse....
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zanafar:
When you find out....let me know too, because I have all ready more than annoyed afew people on this site in an effort to find a cure for my loneliness.
....And that saying I posted in my journal is part of the lyrics to the opening song of Slayers Next
....And that saying I posted in my journal is part of the lyrics to the opening song of Slayers Next
noctem:
Man, you should just do whatever it is that you think you should be doing. Do something that you would like to have someone else do for you. And if you get shat upon, then fuck em. 
It sucks, but one thing I've learned in life is that sometimes it's best to just sever all ties and don't look back. If it does work out though, then great. Good job. Live it up while you can.
It sucks, but one thing I've learned in life is that sometimes it's best to just sever all ties and don't look back. If it does work out though, then great. Good job. Live it up while you can.I saw "saw" and "ray" today. I haven't been to the movies in a while, I would've enjoyed or not enjoyed "saw" if I wasn't paying attention to the girl giving this guy a blowjob like 5 seats to my right.
I was trying to pay attention, but..when do you see this kinda shit everyday. all I kept think was that "you oughta know" song:...
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I was trying to pay attention, but..when do you see this kinda shit everyday. all I kept think was that "you oughta know" song:...
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zanafar:
Maybe....the movie was too scary for her and she had to do something to get her mind off it
noctem:
hehe....young love. And don't feel bad, I never made good on my late teens either. But there's still a lot of time left for us my friend, a lot of time....
And don't feel bad, I never made good on my late teens either. But there's still a lot of time left for us my friend, a lot of time....
zanafar:
You know ....I find that just getting laid has quite the same effect (you'll at least feel pretty good for awhile anyway)
(you'll at least feel pretty good for awhile anyway)
zwiebel:
hey there!
i like the pictures. venice is nice. i've only been there once.
but hey.. there are lots of black people in swizerland (germany has much less)..
people were looking because you were the only american lookin black dude.. and a nice looking one too..
i like the pictures. venice is nice. i've only been there once.
but hey.. there are lots of black people in swizerland (germany has much less)..
people were looking because you were the only american lookin black dude.. and a nice looking one too..