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I can't school anymore...seriously.. I had a week off and I was so happy, and now it starts again. I'm getting really fucking angry.

I use toothpicks too much. to the point where I think that i've digested alot of wood chavings. i don't think thats healthy.

I can't stand the spring and summer. it's hot, and I get uncomfortable, and I sweat too much..it's...
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missmuffet:
thanks for your supportsmile i feel much better now
_alice_:
yay, i`m back and you`re still here!!!!!!
kiss
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maybe I'm gettin old...

I just saw this MTV where they showed the new XBOX, and they placed it on this glass table, and all of these people were cheering, and screaming at a box

a fuckin box people

it's just a box
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_alice_:
that doesn`t make you old, it makes you smarter than the people that come up with those stupid commercials.
zanafar:
Yeah....stupid box. *continues to stare at computer for hours*
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one.
I haven't had this much, but I really dislike it when people call me "a great person" that just pisses me the fuck off" it never encourages me, or makes me feel any better. you don't even know me? I could be a total asshole for all you know, but I'm a "great" person. what did I do. I'm not Martin Luther I'm not...
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ultraman:
not to ruin your day, but...

shit doesnt get any better when you get out of school & into "the real world". its just as cutthroat & sinister

you just have to do you & not trip off others & what may become of those relationships. when you believe you are an all-around 'great person', forune will fall in your lap.

footnote...you can be an aggressive asshole & still be a great person. wink

just say fuck em! mad shocked biggrin
southernbelle:
I'd love to help you out!!! smile

Just because you are a great person, doesn't mean you can't become greater!! wink
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_alice_:
ok, i`ll give those bithces what for.
wink
miho:
It is unsettling that the poor girl was actually crying. I hope that it was intentional and not just a sad thing that happened that some sick fuck decided to write into the script. On a much lighter and nicer note, I'm going to freakin' Prom baby!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin
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_alice_:
i`m officially done school for the semester on wednesday, so i expect you to be here dry humping my arm by then.
kiss
southernbelle:
Awwww, thanks!! kiss
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wow. that month sure sucked

I was at a severe low point, prolly my lowest. I quit doing assingments. I stopped doing the book. a girl said she regreted almost having an affair with me, my digi-cam finally gave up on me and I must've canceled and un canceled my account like 4 times

sorry for the lack of responses and stuff

but things are...
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noctem:
Hey, thanks right back atcha biggrin
_alice_:
i`m glad you`re doing better.
i`m starting to feel better as well, but i`m still having my moments of depression.
finals are over for me next week, and i`ll have time to relax and figure out my summer.
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What a day.

here is a brief summary about how this day went:

wake up. bad classroom experince. porn. naked pictures. handjob. comics.venting over bad day. nap. pissed. ended "friendship" of about 4 weeks. bothered. cannot watch the rest of sideways.

I'm sorry I haven't replied to any of you people. I'm just at an very low point, and everything is suffering because of it
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_alice_:
it starts with a few chrysanthemums on my shoudler with some rocks under them, and some waves coming up from my elbow in traditional japanese tattoo style.
i`m not so good at explaining things, so i`ll show you a picture when it`s done.

how are you?
confused
noctem:
Oh yeah surreal I don't think I'll ever be going back to that place ever again
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ultraman:
i was supposed to see it friday nite...never got to. i came in to late to penn st, & the 2 was packed to my lil sis spot. plus...it was bout to open up & dump all kinds of water on us... shocked

ill see it this weekend. wink
noctem:
It was a full moon....I can't help it wink
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I haven't been this depressed in a while....where to start..

thats cool job that I was going to have, I didn't get, but the fucked up thing was that the boss called me, and said that she really liked me, better than the person she hired, and that she didn't wish any "ill will" toward her, but if it doesn't work out. I'm in.

...what...
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glittercat:
Hey pal! Sorry things have been so tough for you. The woman that could have been your boss sounds unpredictable and very co-dependant- she is afraid to havve someone not like her. I hate when people pull shit like that. Is this the time to really get cracking on your comics dreams? can you please make a list of your goals for the next year and visulize them for ten minutes a day.

The weight will come right off. Have you tried weight trainiing at all? I love it, but as i can't afford a gym right now, I just do pilates in my living room.

When in a depressing phase just be sure to get plenty of fresh air, and be kind to yourself. smile

If you are leaving this site, please keep in touch.
velvettart@yahoo.com
I will miss you. Be well. Things are probably changing right now!
Good luck in the month ahead.
~Rebecca

miho:
I am going to the 10:00 show tonight. I'm so wet blush