burne

so today i lost my virginity, sort of by accident. i know, that sounds weird, but when i have enough time tomorrow i'll edit this

i must say that i didn't really care, but at the same time I had no "desire" to have sex more. i figure it's kinda stupid to suspect what i'm going to feel, but i dunno. i don't feel at this point.

i would almost go as far as to say: i don't get the point why people do things for the sake of the body. i dunno i'm blabbing...i need some sleep

edit to say:

ok, so.. it's slipped... her ass was rubbing aganist "it" and then she said "I thought you were waiting", and I said " what are you talking about", and she said " you know your in me right, so I reached around, and followed myself down, and low and behold...

I stopped after a few pumps. I figured since it was over I might as well see how it feels, and then I became emotionaly dead..ok I'm playin...so thats what happened