burne

the image from the back of my book. not to sound cocky or anything, but I love this picture, sometimes I find myself being distracted by looking at it so much. if I complete it, you'll see why it represents so much of what is actually in it

besides that nothing really has been going on. I'm trying to at least dictate life, and not have life dictate me. I'll have an entry where it states that, but right now I'm in this mood. this mood in which I want to observe life without my interferance...I spelled that wrong did i? whatever but you know what I mean.

I wish this site was more interactive, it is...but with certain people here I really wanna learn about them. the journals are a slow and steady way of learning about peope, and I just love to know everything now. I just hate "getting to know" people. i wanna talk to people, and have that weird feeling like I've known them for 5 years and forgot everything up until that point

am I making sense?

when I talk to people, I always talk, like they've been in my life for years. I HATE treating people like they are new to a friendship, some people are freaked out by that, and I can understand, but I don't like not knowing about a friend when I become one.. thats all

ok I need to go, I'm ranting. if ever you people who are reading this need to talk. my IM's are in the contact. my comp is always on, even though I may not. I'll love to hear from ya!