burne

-Stepping out the machine.

I'm having a really hard time figuring out people...

when you try to be really into the whole "making friends" part of this site, you kinda run into people who are like "eh....okaay" about the fact that you're into meeting new people. it's like I come on here, and I have to deal with "real life". I mean fuck, if I wanted real life I'd cancel my payments, and walk outside my fucking door. the reason why we pay, and show our journals is for other people to comment on our lives. get another opinion, or just to say "you're right", but like I'll comment on a journal, or I'll want to make a person feel better and I get the shaft.

this is so fucking stupid. I'm on a computer, and I can't make friends....a...fucking...machine...

you know? my friend said something I have to put in a book, he said: " life isn't hard, it really is'nt, it's people who make life hard." I can understand working for 50 years, I can understand dying, and dieases, and suffering, but me paying to feel shitty. I rather not.