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The worst thing about not having someone, for me, is having really in depth conversations about life, and love, and everything. weither it be cuddling, or at a diner, or a cafe. sharing my life seems to be the hardest thing to share on here, cause it's not sporadic. like now, I came on and I wanted to type this, instead of, you know, just...
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kate:
thanks
im looking into selling prints of the digital work, since its looking to be very expensive for me to do prints of my paintings.
itll be announced on my site when i do
smile
zanafar:
You may live.......for now....
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zanafar:
Have you actually been out with her or has it been all internet and phone conversations? If you haven't, I think you should. Take her out on an old fashioned date (movie and dinner, or whatever) where the two of you have alot of alone time together. That is the best thing I can think of. (of course....with my own lack of experance in relationships, my advise may not be the best in the world)
noctem:
Man, I don't really know what to say. surreal I guess if you still feel strongly about her, you might as well go for it. You might not get another shot at it, and you'll end up kicking yourself in the ass over it later on. Carpe diem man. Or carpe noctem, as I prefer, but at least you'll know for sure that it you did everything in your power to make it work. smile Good luck....
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noctem:
Oh, and I would love to check out your book man! Support the underground. Be it music, film or art.
crim:
Sexy Beast was a weird one for me. I loved it, and I didn't. I really couldn't explain why biggrin
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REMINDER: never eat buffalo chicken pizza again....EVER EVER...EVER!!!

zanafar:
Um.....Okay......
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I was suppose to do a picture log today, but I just saw before sunset

and now I'm a wreck..I hate movies like this, all hopeless, and great. God I wish I had someone right now

I'm done
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amaris:
someone told me to see that movie, i love movies that leave you as a total wreck in the end...

oh man... the notebook... i've never cried more because of any other movie. i was weeping for hours after, it was pathetic.

i wish i had someone too. good things come to those who wait?
crim:
StoutGuy says a good hello!
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I think I'm going to start a picture log, get inside my head alittle, see my surrounding, and see the progession of my art work...I think this will start tomorrow
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noctem:
Hmmmm....Sounds interesting....
miho:
I think everyone deserves at least one day of hooky a year, this was my second smile
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noctem:
That's really cool. I like the picture a lot. I know what you mean about wanting to talk to people like you've known them for years. I've always really admired that. When a person that I've just met at a bar or party or wherever can just hold a really good conversation with me and isn't afraid to just say what they're thinking. It's a good quality. You shouldn't be uncomfortable to openly talk with someone, you know? And friendships go both ways, if you ever need to talk, feel free to hit me up too. If there's one thing I am, it's a good listener. biggrin Well, I guess that's about it man, talk to you later...
amaris:
garden state is really great, i know some people who didn't like it, but they're movie snobs.

i do that too, i usually give away too much information and make them feel uncomfortable.

thanks much for the get well smile
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ok, I'm tired. I was drawing all day, and I have like 5 things that I need to do right now, last night I just broke down, and went to sleep I couldn't take it anymore.

and I just completed my design homework which consist of cutting and pasting a box for the better half of 2 hours. that and theres NO TV anymore. I...
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zanafar:
Feel free to bitch all you want. I will sit and read it all.
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And so once again
My dear Johnny my dear friend
And so once again you are fightin' us all
And when I ask you why
You raise your sticks and cry, and I fall
Oh, my friend
How did you come
To trade the fiddle for the drum
You say I have turned
Like the enemies you've earned
But I can remember
All the good...
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noctem:
That's really cool. I like it. smile But, what is it?
zanafar:
This seem kinda civil warish to me.......don't really know why though. shocked
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noctem:
Man, I forgot to tell you yesterday, congradulations on that review. Sounds like you're doing great things. biggrin It's cool that people can connect with your work on such a personal level, rather than just, "Oh yeah, I like the art in it," you know?
amaris:
mine was when my first love started talking to me less and less, and i knew something was wrong but whenever i managed to talk to him (it was a long distance relationship) he'd say he was going through something and he couldn't talk about it yet... finally i logged into his email and read one he sent to some girl, and he sounded like he was flirting with her. that's when my heart really broke, because i knew it was over. then i found out from someone else a couple weeks later that he was dating this other girl... then later that he was cheating on her with someone else... etc. etc.
it left me really depressed for months, i'd thought i would've married him, he'd been my world.
it made me hate all men and lose trust in people for a long time. and i've never been able to love anyone quite the same since...
but all things considered, i think it was a good thing for me. i learned a lot about myself and the world and came out so much stronger and more independent.
he was in florida too, i was 17, we're good friends now though.
"like I'd kiss a girl, or want to be with them, and I couldn't feel." i had that too, but i think i'm mostly better now.
ah, love...
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making a 150 page graphic novel is kinda difficult when you think about it. I usually write when I'm depressed cause my vocabulary comes out more, but for a person whose never been in a relationships, writing about one in detail, people say that I got it down pack. like this link:

a review of my book

I really need to get into a really...
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ben_:
congrats, great review!
miho:
That was a wonderful review, way to go. Is there a way to read your work?
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zanafar:
Hahaha biggrin
noctem:
It looks like his face is sliding down. Poor guy. biggrin Oh, the blades have this metal block and pad that you grip like a fistpack. The blades are cut out to fit your knuckles and are attached to the block with steel wires. Later...