woke up today 10 minutes before i had to be at work. luckily my boss loves me and didn't write me up (even though i've been late A LOT) and even more luckily, i opened the store and could go to the bank and everything in the time left.
what was unlucky: no part-timer to open with me when we had a bunch of changes and markdowns and shit to do. which meant Boss Man came in 1.5 hours early to work on stuff. we got 17 boxes of shipment today and we also have our DM holiday visit tomorrow and so much shit is just not even taken care of. i'm glad i'm off tomorrow, but i stuck around for an hour after i got off work just to get little things taken care of.
i am convinced that chai fixes everything. i've been feeling sick a lot of the day because i didn't get to eat until after 1pm and that just does not work with my body at all. i stopped and got a chai in the hopes that it would work the same magic it did one day when i had a hangover. and what do you know?
been thinking a lot about kyle lately... a lot. it's been 3 years. let's get over this. that's what my mother's said a lot: you don't need therapy, you just need to learn to let things go. and i do... i know i do. i just kind of wish i knew.. what? lots and lots of things, really. that he's okay. that maybe he got his head back on straight and got the fuck out of the cult... i wish i knew what he had been thinking that whole time. maybe i just wish i still knew him.
this melancholy that i carry makes me feel so grown up
at my kitchen table doing shots of resignation
i never thought i'd see the day when i would say, "i give up"
and break the stallions of my wildest expectations
but i do not want to know you this way
surrounded by so much pain
but how am i supposed to let go of you this way?
what was unlucky: no part-timer to open with me when we had a bunch of changes and markdowns and shit to do. which meant Boss Man came in 1.5 hours early to work on stuff. we got 17 boxes of shipment today and we also have our DM holiday visit tomorrow and so much shit is just not even taken care of. i'm glad i'm off tomorrow, but i stuck around for an hour after i got off work just to get little things taken care of.
i am convinced that chai fixes everything. i've been feeling sick a lot of the day because i didn't get to eat until after 1pm and that just does not work with my body at all. i stopped and got a chai in the hopes that it would work the same magic it did one day when i had a hangover. and what do you know?
been thinking a lot about kyle lately... a lot. it's been 3 years. let's get over this. that's what my mother's said a lot: you don't need therapy, you just need to learn to let things go. and i do... i know i do. i just kind of wish i knew.. what? lots and lots of things, really. that he's okay. that maybe he got his head back on straight and got the fuck out of the cult... i wish i knew what he had been thinking that whole time. maybe i just wish i still knew him.
this melancholy that i carry makes me feel so grown up
at my kitchen table doing shots of resignation
i never thought i'd see the day when i would say, "i give up"
and break the stallions of my wildest expectations
but i do not want to know you this way
surrounded by so much pain
but how am i supposed to let go of you this way?
if you werent busy this weekend, u should come to PHP, otherwise known as the pink house party, but its up in cleveland, alot of us will be there ALL weekend long, i sure as hell will be.
when we hanging out again?