... to my into my mind...
young boy staring wide eyed and full of awe at the new world unfolding before him. to fear god seems only right when you encounter the incredible whole. looking into the truth of everything wreaks havoc on a closed mind, a single being not knowing or feeling it was a part of a greater existence.
there are parts but they are illusion
there is a whole but it is too large to grasp
there is god but it is everything and within everything
to know these things is an intellectual effort but to experience them is to be truly human.
When you see god for everything it is you will be afraid and you will run. Even the bravest, even those who consider themselves prepared, they will all be paralyzed when they experience the whole.
I opened myself and saw what i know to be god, and i ran. I screamed and pushed it away. Now i have to come to terms with this feeling, this anxiety and terror. So that i may accept it with an open heart and an open mind and be afraid no longer.
young boy staring wide eyed and full of awe at the new world unfolding before him. to fear god seems only right when you encounter the incredible whole. looking into the truth of everything wreaks havoc on a closed mind, a single being not knowing or feeling it was a part of a greater existence.
there are parts but they are illusion
there is a whole but it is too large to grasp
there is god but it is everything and within everything
to know these things is an intellectual effort but to experience them is to be truly human.
When you see god for everything it is you will be afraid and you will run. Even the bravest, even those who consider themselves prepared, they will all be paralyzed when they experience the whole.
I opened myself and saw what i know to be god, and i ran. I screamed and pushed it away. Now i have to come to terms with this feeling, this anxiety and terror. So that i may accept it with an open heart and an open mind and be afraid no longer.