I've been having alot of resentment towards the people i so liberally call my friends as of late,I'm not usually a bitter or spiteful person though. Just lately these people have been pissing me off on a regular basis.
I know that as a human i'll usually be friendly and giving, to that point that i'll do it just to make someone else smile so we can start a conversation off on a good point. I don't believe this as a character flaw. i'll do it as instinct just to make my own existence more palatable. But it's when what i do and how i treat people becomes expected of me, it starts to irritate the shit out of me. I'll start being a blatant asshole just to make the point i'm not always cheer and goodwill. Just to remind my "friends" that i'm human and i have flaws as well. that they shouldn't rely on their idealistic perceptions of me.
ehh. shouldn't complain too much. I feel a snowball fight in hell coming on.
and i got a new lens for my camera.
it's all macro goodness...
I know that as a human i'll usually be friendly and giving, to that point that i'll do it just to make someone else smile so we can start a conversation off on a good point. I don't believe this as a character flaw. i'll do it as instinct just to make my own existence more palatable. But it's when what i do and how i treat people becomes expected of me, it starts to irritate the shit out of me. I'll start being a blatant asshole just to make the point i'm not always cheer and goodwill. Just to remind my "friends" that i'm human and i have flaws as well. that they shouldn't rely on their idealistic perceptions of me.
ehh. shouldn't complain too much. I feel a snowball fight in hell coming on.
and i got a new lens for my camera.
it's all macro goodness...