Get ready for a very strange, rambling blog post...I'm feeling hella sad about so many things......I'm watching Mad Men and as amazing as it is it just makes me want to drink and chain smoke. I wish I could have some retail therapy right now and buy pretty things so that make me feel pretty...like lace panties and new beautiful bras or awesome heels that I will only break out and put on when I'm cleaning or feeling sad which is why I am wearing a pair right now, as I lay in bed.
I hate summer. I want to lay by the pool and get sun drunk as well as down my sorrows in some crisp, cold cider but I love my pale skin and I hate to sweat if I'm not doing any sort of physical activity plus I want to avoid being in little clothing right now since I'm not into my body at the moment.
Can it please be fall so I can complain about all the stupid cheesy couples and new engagements but love the weather and the grey skies. I want to wear pants and big grandpa sweaters again. I don't mind the sun from time to time as long as there wasn't heat or humidity along with it.
I hate summer. I want to lay by the pool and get sun drunk as well as down my sorrows in some crisp, cold cider but I love my pale skin and I hate to sweat if I'm not doing any sort of physical activity plus I want to avoid being in little clothing right now since I'm not into my body at the moment.
Can it please be fall so I can complain about all the stupid cheesy couples and new engagements but love the weather and the grey skies. I want to wear pants and big grandpa sweaters again. I don't mind the sun from time to time as long as there wasn't heat or humidity along with it.
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mutantbaby1:
That's Texas for ya 
goriella:
This all makes sense to me. I totally understand.