So i'm back on Suicide girls.
I left here about 4 years ago for a few reasons. Firstly I didn't have enough money. Secondly I became a Christian. Obviously being part of a website that provided naked pictures of women caused a conflict with new new found beliefs on sex before marriage and porn.
Before you think that my beliefs and faith have changed. They havent. I still firmly believe that Jesus Christ is my saviour and my life has been amazing since I became a christian. However I have stopped litening to people that "quote" the bible saying that I cant have sex, even within a loving relationship. I have also stopped listening to the fact that porn is bad. While I believe that some porn is bad.
Human trafficking not only feeds brothels around the world but also some porn companies. Using woman that have been sold to make cheap easy porn videos. In those case i don't agree and will actively do what I can to have them stopped. Suicide girls on the other hand isn't for that reason and my involvement in it is not destructive. It will not distance me from god in the same way having sex with my amazing girlfriend will not damage my relationship with jesus.
This is part of my process to be honest about my beliefs, not just to non christians but also to christians. Being honest about expressing myself, including my interests. If that means an alternate from the norm including naked women so be it.
The fact that as far as I know no one in my church is part of this site makes it easier. Hopefully I will in time be able to "come out" as completely truthful to them as I am in these blogs.
Dave
I left here about 4 years ago for a few reasons. Firstly I didn't have enough money. Secondly I became a Christian. Obviously being part of a website that provided naked pictures of women caused a conflict with new new found beliefs on sex before marriage and porn.
Before you think that my beliefs and faith have changed. They havent. I still firmly believe that Jesus Christ is my saviour and my life has been amazing since I became a christian. However I have stopped litening to people that "quote" the bible saying that I cant have sex, even within a loving relationship. I have also stopped listening to the fact that porn is bad. While I believe that some porn is bad.
Human trafficking not only feeds brothels around the world but also some porn companies. Using woman that have been sold to make cheap easy porn videos. In those case i don't agree and will actively do what I can to have them stopped. Suicide girls on the other hand isn't for that reason and my involvement in it is not destructive. It will not distance me from god in the same way having sex with my amazing girlfriend will not damage my relationship with jesus.
This is part of my process to be honest about my beliefs, not just to non christians but also to christians. Being honest about expressing myself, including my interests. If that means an alternate from the norm including naked women so be it.
The fact that as far as I know no one in my church is part of this site makes it easier. Hopefully I will in time be able to "come out" as completely truthful to them as I am in these blogs.
Dave