bullet_mckenzie

wow!!!! im in such a good mood!!! i went from being like this last night to this right now

i feel soo good! i havent had a heart to heart with a guy in such a long time, and well Ozzie made my night... i finially told him about his slutty girl and her coke problem. and i only told him that because, well i though he knew, and also because he told me to spill it out... and well i dont lie and i hate being unloyal.. people that know me.. well they know that i wont lie or cheat to better myself. id rather struggle by my self then to feel shitty once the job or whatever i was doing is complete. just me.. i believe that honesty gets you further then anything else..

well ozzie loves me again... good... so happy, that kid puts a smile on my face.

now for the bad news that really didnt bum me out at all!~ i dont know why.... but HGIPT expressed that he just wants to be friends only because hes my nieghbor. i was so cool with that i didnt care. well i mean i was kinda bummed..... but then i was like whatever... id rather have your friend ship then a wiierdness after we are done .... i hate wierdness, i like comfortable silence ... so yeah i need to go finish some stuff.....

PS> by the way school is awsome but im doing better with it. i feel better on showing my documentaries. i understand that theres no way in hell everyone is going to like what i produce, so i might as well start making something for me while im in school instead of doing something to please someone else.... FTW -- not really just the people in my lame ass town, and all most of the brookies ........ love ya.