alright im going to vent only because i havent done it in so long... and i need to get shit off my chest...... (im a girl and i have too)
so i wake up 9am, an hour late, i wait for all the film crew to get here, (waiting for about 4 hours) while i was waiting, i went skating on my drive way... yeah it was raining, but that doesnt stop me.... intill it drys upand the skateboard hits a curb and there i go flying a few good feet to land on my entire right side... and those who have seen me, know i have kinda large hips... i now feel like i might have broken or just fucked up my hip. (there goes my bones in the fucken future.) so know i walk with a lame fucked up limp. it sucks.... how am i suppose to meet guys when i walk like im the Quasi Modo.. the Hunch back.... wtf???
speaking of guys and meeting them....
(please be aware that at this point im kinda angry but still trying to not sound like a fuck head)
its been about 4 months since i have gotten laid... so long, but not long enough. god damn guys.... since the last time i was with a guy i was 35 pounds havier... i mean i was a kinda big girl.... and now that i lost that wieght i cant even get a guy to look my direction. what is wrong with me.... i feel as though i was better wihen i was bigger..... can someone please answer this.... why cant i get laid.... or why wont a guy even look my direction.... this blows.
some one call me and make my day......!!!!!! i feel so lonely right now.... it sucks......
so i wake up 9am, an hour late, i wait for all the film crew to get here, (waiting for about 4 hours) while i was waiting, i went skating on my drive way... yeah it was raining, but that doesnt stop me.... intill it drys upand the skateboard hits a curb and there i go flying a few good feet to land on my entire right side... and those who have seen me, know i have kinda large hips... i now feel like i might have broken or just fucked up my hip. (there goes my bones in the fucken future.) so know i walk with a lame fucked up limp. it sucks.... how am i suppose to meet guys when i walk like im the Quasi Modo.. the Hunch back.... wtf???
speaking of guys and meeting them....
(please be aware that at this point im kinda angry but still trying to not sound like a fuck head)
its been about 4 months since i have gotten laid... so long, but not long enough. god damn guys.... since the last time i was with a guy i was 35 pounds havier... i mean i was a kinda big girl.... and now that i lost that wieght i cant even get a guy to look my direction. what is wrong with me.... i feel as though i was better wihen i was bigger..... can someone please answer this.... why cant i get laid.... or why wont a guy even look my direction.... this blows.
some one call me and make my day......!!!!!! i feel so lonely right now.... it sucks......
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[Edited on Feb 24, 2004 1:40AM]