so i finally came home yesterday.. i feel it was a waste of a drive.. i wanted to stay up there.. i feel like everything in san diego is either a waste of time or theres nothing to do... there is no life in this city. i fucken hate it ... im kinda depressed because of everything going on.. my boyfriend finally calls me.. and well he wanted me to drive down and hang out with him.. im tired of doing that.. while he is working i dont want to hang out with him.. he might be physically there but not mentally.. so then whats the point.. im not getting the attention i want and deserve.. im tired of all the bullshit and the fake people here... i want out and i want it now!!!!!!!
Sorry you are going through those frustrations with your man. It seem like he is trying to make a compromise with you by having you with him when he is working. It is hard to have a long distance relations and work obligations. Hopefully you guys will find some middle ground. I am sure he would like to focus all his attention on you... sometimes work sucks like that.
Good Luck.
SFis a pretty cool citty. Well, if you can work it out maybe that's the place to go.
It's up to you to make things happen.
Just remember, "Wherever you go, there you are".
take 'er easy