bullet_mckenzie

out of all the things brian has done to piss me off well yesterday would have been the one to want me to brake up with him.. talk about the humiliation on my part. so i see bri every day at my work, he gets the same thing every fucken day... a bagel sandwich with egg bacon cheese garlic and serranos.. yesterday he finally lashed out at me in front of customers about a bagel, we didn't have an asiago cheese bagel, so i gave him what i thought would be good..an onion. he flipped out. he said that the quality of bagels has gone down, that i need to get on my boss for better bagels, yelling in front of my employees, people that respect me in the neck of the woods... man did i bite my tongue on the many things i could had said.my anger went from 0 tp 60 in one quick second. fuck did i want to punch him in the mouth. held my anger, held my tongue, went back and started cooking. didnt want to deal with it in front of a lot of people. he came back in later and then actted as though everything was normal. he shot my entire day i was pissed off. lunch time came.. and he pops back into the deal for some grab after painting all day. he noticed i was pissed off, asked him to talk out side. then ..........

railed him a new asshole...in a stern yet calm voice. told him he couldnt do that not at my work, it was a fucken bagel, he should complain to me in a formal matter, also telling me how to do my job, never again. i told him i was humiliated and that he lacked total disrespect. im the one person who cooks for him all the time, also that him he was on his last limb. one more outrageous outburst like that and i was done with him, relationship and as a customer.. i was furious ..

he apologized but it wasn't sincere. i knew it, i saw it in his eyes.

i make him lunch and go back to cleaning.. still pissed didnt talk to him.. he leaves and then one hour later, comes back and tells me:

"im sorry i know i said this already but i really mean it this time, after you told me what i took a shower and i was thinking about it the whole time. i didnt realized that i had done something wrong. im so used to doing that to people (ie. friends ex-, bosses,) that i didnt think it was wrong. im sorry for being an asshole. and i know your mad. but i want you to take that painting home with good feelings, and i actually really respect you even more for calling me out on it. im sorry"

i forgave him... for him to realize what he did was wrong and really apologize for it with sincerity in his heart... wow.. i melted for one second.. then hung out with him some more.. talked about a lot of things...

i think i like bri