bullet_mckenzie

so i figured out why people say my eyes are looking dark. i guess i have or feel so unhappy... i dont think i can control my emotions right now, but i sure as hell try. im losing so much in so little time, i guess it all started when i quit my job at the porn shop, but still managed to get a better job... i like it here... i need to get out of san diego... maybe move to the midwest, start paintin again. i realized i havent painted taken pictures or done anything worth my passion and time since i moved here. i have a lot of unfinished canvas. but no finished paintings... fuck im pretty sure thats my best frined meant when she said that she doesnt know what im doing with my life... and fuck right now i dont know what im doing with it either.....

-Bullet