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So today I was pondering quite a few things... I just wish I could be certain about the decisions I make. I am a very spontaneous kind of gal, but sometimes I wish I would think things through a bit more. It just seems like my life is constanly changing, which is great because I DO NOT enjoy feeling stagnant. However, sometimes I feel like in caught in such a whirlwind kind of life, I'm feeling a bit disoriented. I just dont want to be stuck in a situation that will hold me back, or keep me from experiencing something... I crave companionship, but I fear it just as much. UGH! I'm in a fucking conundrum ... I think I will go spend some time with a bottle of wine and my sketchbook, that always seems to bring a voice of reason to things. My artwork keeps me sane, sometimes I think it will be the only constant thing I have in life... Art nerd 4 life! WORD!

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