bukkakegod

well, work was interesting, as useual.
i wish we would just have a slow night already. im getting tired of wreastling people to the ground, restraining drunks to beds, getting in fights with drunken angry latinos, and not getting my breaks.

why cant people just not be so fucking inpaticent. and for once be cooperative so i dont have to kick their ass and then tie them to their beds or chase them down the street at 3 in the morning.

people = shit.

last night i tied so many angry/drunk/asshole people to their beds that we ran out of restraints. so i improvised with sheets. hell i actually prefer the sheets now. they arent all like, shitty and weak. and they dont rip so the fuckjobs can come chase me.

i am also getting to be very lonely again. being single sucks so much. working alot also sucks. not having much of a social life sucks. not having money sucks. so basically, life sucks.... again.

i want to change, i want to be a more "normal" person again. i want a regular life. i want a good paying job, or atleast a better paying job... that doesnt involve so much bullshit and stress. i wish people werent so fucking stupid.

maybe i just need to be loved.