buggsuperstar

Here it is, wednesday afternoon, and my unemployed ass is sitting here once again dreaming of what could have, or possibly could be. Saw Sevendust at the Orbit Room last night and was blown away. It was truly a great show. Super tight, loud, all out rock. What other way is there to do it? As much as I enjoyed it, it also made me a tad bit sad. Remembering the few times my band had a crowd to play in front of, I long to do that again. The energy, and vibe, and all out fun people have when connecting with music that I have written. Its just a great thing to expierience. Maybe ive just been lazy and haven't looked hard enough to get a new band together, maybe its the thought of failure that keeps my dream dormant. I don't know. Im just a scared little puppy inside a mans body. I fear change, I fear mundane existance.