Pain is a feeling I usually long for, until it manifests in the mind. I don't deal well with the emotional pain thing. It won't matter soon I will be gone.
lillithvain:
Are you moving to antartica?? Mental pain only lasts for so long then it dissapears as you learn to cope and grow. Don't do anything rash. People out there do care. PM me, you know.
buggmod:
Not that far away but I was trying to run away. Once I slowed my racing thoughts down just enough I realized I can't run away from my problems, they will only follow. Sometimes people just make you feel ways you wish weren't possible, but then I realize the only reason the pain is so bad is because the love is so good. Thanks for the words of care. It really means alot right now.