buffinmuffin

what do you do when it appears that all is lost? give up? fight for what you believe in?
i'm just not sure anymore. a life that was once so beautiful to me, now seems so unreal and unclear. i don't think i will ever understand the way that love works. i have inherited a trait that i sometimes wish i didn't have. it is so hard to love as much and unconditionally as i do. if i could have one wish granted before i die, i would wish to meet another being that loves as deeply and completely as I do. give me hope and give me peace.


-j