buffalobill45

Well, I'm off today and quite frankly feel like crap!!!!! My head is pounding and I wish I had drunk all night at least I'd have a reason for this feeling. I'm seriously thinking of pursuing a new start in life. My job is stressfull, not rewarding(spiritually or financially) and boring! My marriage is in horrible condition, we barely get along and the only peace we have is when we are both working. The only thing that keeps me from acting is the fear of being alone for the rest of my life!!!!