Hello, my name is Bill, and I'm a addicted to women. I can'tget enough of the curves and the lines, the shape of a woman's ass, cleavage, the wry smile a woman has when she knows that you thin she's hot. Ilove the smell and aura of woman. my problem is I'm married and in a relationship and am constantly being tempted, or looking and jsut can't handle the jealousy. We are a bad mix, a wandering eye and a spitefully jealous woman! My level of sexuality and my wife's are miles apart. I'm not sure how to reconcile this, and try to make her understand that a strong imaginationa and fantasy life is a part of who I am. Soemtimes our love life is more an obligation than a desire, we have more no fly zones than Washington DC. So folks give me some hints...how do I raise my wifes desire to my level? What turns a woman from a not interested bystander to a full blown participant? She has a horrible self image and thinks she is worthless, her father was emotionally abusive and the scars still remain. She doesn't even want to talk about this, and I am slowly but surely losing my ability to be compassionate and just want to scream!!! HELP!!! 
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