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Today is Rohatsu, December 8th
today, under the bodhi tree Sidhartha Became enlightened

I love you all. May Peace be with you, and may your life become easier and more fullfilling
Today, be mindfull. Today, Be at peace.read more about rohatsu
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alienprincess:
crap, I was hoping no one would notice that. that's what I get for having more than one window going. dur.
hey what's welntaod doing up? this is way past his bedtime.....
lemonkid:
are you resurrecting old threads of mine?

:swoon:
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bah humbug!
tis the first snow of the season, and its a hum-dinger. I Use to love the snow at one point in my life. The way it made everything look nice, pure and all x-masy like. But i am a homeowner now... that means in my crippled and blind state i need to wake up early and shovel the sidewalk, driveway and path to...
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theretronerd:
i understand your homeowner woes. i own a house too and shoveling is my new passion! so where should we meet up for drinks?
dclxvi:
Move to Southern California - Paradise baby paradise. I used to live in Northern Illinois - fooey!
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Hiooo!
I had a great night. Much fun was had by all who participated. I'm Feeling much better right now, my foot only throbs with the first touch to the ground, My eyes, still sore stiff and scratchy are now only feeling a dull pain.
I'd figured to take some pictures and place them in my candids, but who wants to unknowinngly stumble upon pics...
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unknowntrigram:
lol ouch man
hope you feel better soon
*reads hippo's post*
mmmmm shrimpjob
hottest sweetest boy? who dat is?
*grabs a hold of his ADD*
just be sure you stop taking the oxy if you don't need it
like stop taking it when you still hurt a little
not like still hurt a LOT
but still hurt
because... yeah... oxy is dangerous
theretronerd:
whoo hoo!!! SGCT! send an email to the head honchos and tell them to approve it baby kiss
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turns out im not totally blind... everything hurts.. feels like i just went a round with mike tyson, and i look just as ugly. but... PAIN MEDS!!!
::makes love to his perscription bottle::: love love love love

and im gonna take a page out of lemonkids book and whore myself out for testimonials tongue

ok... time for more oxycotin and nap
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alienprincess:
I'm glad you survived and aren't blind.
Be very.very careful with the Oxys. Sorry to be naggy, I know you're a grown up, but at the nursing home I work at there are several people on it, and man is it super adictive. super super adictive.

I do speak spanish, but my brazilian blog is in portuguese. Brazilians speak a beautiful singing kind of portuguese. `Like the accent of the woman who sings "the girl from ipanema"

Knowing lots of languages is sort of killing my english. okay, that's an exageration-- mutating it.
Have you read kerouac's "peices of the Dharma" it's his journals transcribed. lots of thoughts about buddhism, life, drugs etc. very beautiful. lots of poetry. I found it at the hamden library-surprise!
unknowntrigram:
... so you are pro-benefits then?
yeah. you likeie da' benefits
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(orginaly posted on my site)

I was'nt gonna say anything to everyone here, but .. hell you're all family to me.
Monday morning I am going in for surgery on both my eyes. Nothing drastic or dangerous.
Just Plastic surgery. My eyelids droop, and diminishes my range of vision. there are reducing them.
Downside.... I will be Blind (eyes taped shut) for about 4 days...
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alienprincess:
I dunno if you're already taped up and not reading this till after. when I was eighteen I had to have surgury for my TMJ problem [jaw joints misalighned/ bad juju, jaw locking and clicking, lots of headaches, physical therapy.....]. THis involved breaking my top and bottom jaws [with a big saw I guess, I was knocked out.] and then pinning them back with titanium pins that re still in there, and wiring my jaws shut for six weeks. I could sort of talk through a weird sort of ventrilogy but really, writing worked better.
SO, it sucked big time. but it was a Major learning experience/adventure. People thought I was retarded immediately after, because the swelling in my face took most of the six-eight weeks to go away, and I couldn't feel anything below my eyes for the same period. In the first week, clotted blood and mucous would drip out of my nose/mouth and I would have no idea. I just remember this 1o year old kid in a comic book store staring at me like I was the walking dead.
People in grocery stores would move their children away from me.
SOme strangers were super nice and helpful, but boy this was a study in human nature.
THe operation was a super success, and I'm really lucky to be 95% pain free now, a huge improvement, even nearly 10 years after.
THe whole experience gave me a new outlook on life.

maybe you'll develope jedi powers or something.

good luck, and don't let the bastards get you down.

mistereel:
well i hope everything goes ok. dont die or anything, cause that would suck, a lot.
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quick note... broke foot, in pain... tylenol 3... nap time
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alienprincess:
Coffee idefinately tastes better free- Especially fricking esspresso drinks- now that I worked making them for like five years, I am so not paying some chump 5$ for a lousy latte. The worst part about having made so much f+cking esspress, is now I know how it's meant to taste, and it's actually pretty tough to get a legitimately good shot of esspresso.
SO I would be like one of those freak crank ciustomers I hated working there. THerefore, I just drink esspresso at home... from the stove top.... which I'm too lazy to fire up. SO back to the free coffee for me...

Hope the foots treaten you well,
mistereel:
ouch. how did you do that?
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Well, it is poetry day once again. i've been doing some heavy (fat joke opening) writing lately... and while most of it is still being flung together;the way only i know how. i will give you the first part of the buddha rap.... (yes its ok to laugh)

I'm a soldier of Deeper thought
twelve steps lower, yet i'm still Thinking on a higher level...
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alienprincess:
Great rap/poem! Word!
go on with your mad bhikku self. (or lack of self?)
hippomonki:
omg i don't even want to know what you told mister eel to do smile
i will never tell you what i wrote!
never never never
E love
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This has to be a sign...... My Old Highschool has a job position open for Computer Lab admin. tongue

I am gonna walk in there monday with my suit and tie, resume in hand. I am Gonna OWN! you here me! i will walk the halls of my HS once again!

hehe... am I the only sick fuck who wouldn't mind going back to highschool?

whatever

Quote:...
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ferret:
that schooled pic made me snort. rockin.
unknowntrigram:
i dunno man... i visited mine and felt SOOOOO out of place. it hurt. it was like i was no longer a part of the community i was once a part of. some ppl recognised me, but i could tell the felt i was a failure. it sucked. anywhoo. enough of my ranting.
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the times they are a changing, oh so they say... well dylan said it, and thats as close to gospel as you can get.

anywo..... first off is my laptop set up, i am rather proud of this one. Powder blue... sporting the Windows Longhorn professional architecture

Bling Bling

and secondly, I took out my earings.... my wonderfully gauged out ears are gonna return to...
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lx:
I'm on seven years now, no meat, two as vegan. I might have slipped if it were for pure dietary reasons, but I started reading about animal suffering, and it would be impossible for me to slide back now.
mistereel:
good choice with the ears dude. stretched ears are gross.
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"to run with the animals once again, going feral on humanity. Howling in madness and clawing your way out.
being alive and breaking free of our chains. Go for the juggular,sucking everything out of life that you possibly can. revert to your primal self; eat,fuck and sleep"


be right back... im gonna get naked and run around outside, maybe pee against a bush and try...
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rawdon:
and nice of you to say so.i like the quote...so tell me, was that quote for me or has our common cancerian affliction left us spiritualy connected?
hahaha wink
welntaod:
Had you timed the running and the peeing outside with Saturday's eclipse, you would have earned an extra cool point. ARRR!!!