well, tommorow morning i have my final appointment with my surgeon/opthamalgist, gonna set an apptoiment for my surgery. I'm so scared.. i've had surgery before, but nothing this drastic and possibly deforming. gonna be blind for a while. think 5-7 days, while the scars heal. don't know what im gonna do for that many days, being blind. i know for one thing, i will go thru twice, if not three times as much toilet paper..... ::shudders:: anyone want to take care of me for a few days? 
