Tuesday Nov 10, 2009

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I need some excitement.
I think I'm lacking water or vitamin c or something.
I'm always tired..
Slouching around the house when I'm not working...
I used to get paid for taking pictures...I miss it.
I miss going to beautiful places and taking pictures that only I could find something wonderful in.
Disneyland, specifically calls to me, as well as Arcata and San Fran.
I could use some cheering up.


I refuse to let myself believe that I'm a horrible person...

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I am the MONSTER, and I EXIST.




..Are we all something other than HUMAN?

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kraven:
And thanks sooo much for the bday wishes and love. It made my day!
rickroyal:
There was a line from the film Mary Reilly (very underrated film, btw) that I've long felt beautifully expressed the duality of human nature, "[I wished] to be the knife as well as the wound." It is our perspective of ourselves and the world around us that gives meaning to things. One is only a monster if one believes oneself to be.

You have my sympathy for your malaise. Earlier this year I had my own fracture; I felt as a monster for several months. Things improved and I worked on myself. Sometimes I wonder if I've only created a different kind of monster.

No easy answers. But we're out here. Listening. Hoping.

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