buchanan

Today was just absolutely miserable: Let's see, to start off, my doctor's appointment was an hour away, so i had to get up at 8 and I didn't go to bed until 4, and then I had to wait an hour in the waiting room to them be placed in a freezing cold room in only a robe(open side in the front), for yet, another hour! Alas, I got to have a lovely pap smear, some blood drawn, and I had 8 nurses all up in my koolaid! Then I find out that I have yet another cyst on my ovary which will have to be removed and then she put me on an antidepressant(Effexor), because " I looked depressed!" THEN, I went to pay my car insurance, and I guess I had lost track of time, because I was two days late, and in order to reinstate it I would have to pay an extra 300 dollars up front(which I currently and probably won't have!) So I called the boy and he gets pissed at me and then tells me that he doesn't want to marry me and that I "act like a child!" And I guess this has been going through his head for a while now, and the whole time I'm wondering, "Is this shit all because of some insurance mishap?" Needless to say, I got the insurance fixed (because I knew a girl, Thank God!), I possible have a cancerous tumor/cyst on my ovary(we know there is something there), AND, that I am an emotional,irresponsible, childish wreck(there, that sounds good! Yeah, I like it, it sticks!) Oh, and don't let me forget I have high blood pressure (the real bad kind) and I am being tested for anemia! YAY!!! honestly, I'm drained! I'm not asking for sympathy, I'm just updating!! Pleasant thoughts to all of you, while I go sort my shit!