bubz

Well I owe alot of money to the Fam damily but I signed a lease for a pretty cool apartment in "downtown" Dekalb. I really wanted to own a house by now but whateva , i have terrible luck so I'll deal. I've live with a girl for about 6 years with a small break about the midway point. this will take some getting used to ,me and my cats *sigh* anyways , I'm back to working my ass off in this terrible heat ,I've got a new place to live , I've been able to see friends I have been out of touch with , now all I need is a good party ,some nice words , and a cute girl.

See? I've got alot swirling in my head. Usually I like to give my opinions on things here ,instead I typed the broken record in my head. I keep getting nervous because all of the change at 1 time. I bet it was the stupid dream I had last night. i'm not sure what it was about ,it's like a slide show from what I remember. I woke up depressed and feeling low and alone. I shouldn't have watched acid house before bed. This is all just a phase ,I know that but it is still hard to shake some feelings. I know I'll always have work somewhere ,I know i'll have a place to stay ,and I know I have good friends till the end and I have no prob getting another lady. *deep breath* Chill B.....Chill.
P.S. Thanks to Artgrl ,king of town ,allie , and oxalischan for the concern and nice comments. I don't know you all very well but you seem like good people and in my hard times your little comments made me feel better.