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The past few days have been really good. My friend Fish came up to visit me yesterday and today. I used to live with him for a couple of months while I was trying to find myself a job. I really miss the guy. He's one of the few people I feel totally myself with. It's so weird how my behavior changes around certain individuals. Anyway, the two of us spend most of the time playing board games. I wish I had more people around here that enjoyed to play them as much as I do. I'm sure I could find some people to play with, but I really haven't had the time to look. We also had dinner with my other best friend, Amber, one night, and then hung out with her today as well. It was a collision of awesomeness. The three of us spent the whole day laughing at each other. It's days like today that emphasize how much I wish things were different between Amber and myself. I always seems to be one step behind. It's like fate is constantly laughing at me...allowing my path to wander just close enough see what I want, and then twisting the road yet again. I've been the perpetual "guy in waiting" my entire adult life, so nothing is really new there.

On a second, sexier note, have you seen the pictures of BetteJean in her Motel Cream stuff? Now, I know this is going to sound weird, but please don't get me wrong. I love BetteJean, and I think she's beautiful, but she's one of my best friend's wives. And because of that, I've never really been attracted to her. But she looks FUCKING HOT in these pictures.