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I had an ok time at my sister's wedding reception. I don't really like going to parties or get togethers where I don't know a lot of people. So it's a bunch of people I don't know and shitty music I don't like. At least there was free booze. But damn, can my sister's friends drink. I had to go on a booze run twice for the party.

While I was there I had a really nice conversation with Katie's brother. He told me about how at first, she really wasn't that into me. She thought I was nice, but she really wasn't that attracted to me. But know she really likes me and she feels safe with me and misses me. So of course I start to feel really good about this girl again, that maybe after trying and trying and trying I might get somewhere. We were suppose to go out on a date when I got back on Sunday. Nope...didn't happen. So again I feel like shit about the whole deal and wonder why the fuck I'm even bothering with her. If she's so into me know, then why the fuck not actually want to do things with me.

This week is going to be crazy busy. Helped my roommate move out today, I move out on Thursday, wedding for BetteJean on Friday, move into my new apartment on Saturday. Oh, did you catch that? When I move out and in to my new place. Yeah, I have to store my shit in a Uhaul and unpack all of my shit Saturday morning and have the truck turned in by 10:30 am. This is AFTER my best friend's wedding. Yeah, I'm so going to be hurting that day.