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Monday Dec 22, 2008

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This has been a tough week for me. I just want to scream sometimes...but there is no one here to hear me...or understand. My girlfriend and I are "on a break" until she can get her life back in order and figure out what she wants. On top of that I'm visiting my parents for Christmas, which always stresses me out. It's a one-two punch. My folks have never really understood me, so I've never been able to talk to them about things that are going on in my life. So right now I don't have anyone to really talk to...Alex was always my best friend and the one I would go to when things were bothering me. But who do I talk to when Alex is the things that is bothering me? What makes it worse is that I already have tickets to go visit her...so we will see how that pans out. She wants us to be friends and still talk to each other, but she just can't do the whole long distance thing right now. I can understand, and I will do it because I love her...and want us to be together once she gets everything figured out.
But I feel like I have all of these emotions bottled up...I don't know how long it will be before they burst.

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