Ello All,
Been a crazy few weeks....
Been having some trouble at work with stats and attendance... the job has become that a job, six months ago I could have seen this as maybe a career... now I am not sure. Still have the girl i just started to again in my life... still not sure where i stand with her. She confuses the crap out of me.
One of my roommates got me a date with one of her friends. The date seemed pretty to me... my date seemed bored out of her mind. So I didn't think she would talk to me again, but now she texts about everyday.
And there is yet another girl who I had a crush on awhile ago, but when I finally told about it she informed me that she no longer dates guys... Well she shaved my head a few times, and we got to talking and I found out she is no longer just into girls. We have become close over the past few weeks, and I;m not sure if its friendship close or something else. I'll admit i have very limited experience with girls... I have made love to three and have only dated two... Tonight i had my first phone/text sexual experience of my life with this girl. I have never felt anything this intense before... was better then any actual physical sex i have had save my first time... I just wish I knew if she liked me as a friend or or something more. It would girl me to lose her as a friend if i came onto her just to found she wasn't interested. Hopefully I will get a jint before i try to escalate anything.
Not much else going. Got a real bed in my apartment now so no more inflatable monstrosities for me lol...
I will be starting some training for the new system will be using at work and before the first day of that I get 5 days off, trying to decide what i am going to do with 5 days off...
Thinking about going to Baltimore this weekend, if nothing happens between me and this girl from tonight. I need a vacation and hopefully can get some rest and relaxation along with some fun in before I go back to work.
Well later all
This is the TattooedShadow just stopping by to say "Ello All"
Been a crazy few weeks....
Been having some trouble at work with stats and attendance... the job has become that a job, six months ago I could have seen this as maybe a career... now I am not sure. Still have the girl i just started to again in my life... still not sure where i stand with her. She confuses the crap out of me.
One of my roommates got me a date with one of her friends. The date seemed pretty to me... my date seemed bored out of her mind. So I didn't think she would talk to me again, but now she texts about everyday.
And there is yet another girl who I had a crush on awhile ago, but when I finally told about it she informed me that she no longer dates guys... Well she shaved my head a few times, and we got to talking and I found out she is no longer just into girls. We have become close over the past few weeks, and I;m not sure if its friendship close or something else. I'll admit i have very limited experience with girls... I have made love to three and have only dated two... Tonight i had my first phone/text sexual experience of my life with this girl. I have never felt anything this intense before... was better then any actual physical sex i have had save my first time... I just wish I knew if she liked me as a friend or or something more. It would girl me to lose her as a friend if i came onto her just to found she wasn't interested. Hopefully I will get a jint before i try to escalate anything.
Not much else going. Got a real bed in my apartment now so no more inflatable monstrosities for me lol...
I will be starting some training for the new system will be using at work and before the first day of that I get 5 days off, trying to decide what i am going to do with 5 days off...
Thinking about going to Baltimore this weekend, if nothing happens between me and this girl from tonight. I need a vacation and hopefully can get some rest and relaxation along with some fun in before I go back to work.
Well later all
This is the TattooedShadow just stopping by to say "Ello All"