Ello All,
Well kind of mixed bag this week...
Might be moving in with some friends from work, got to see the place last night. I think it rocks, its even in the old neighborhood i grew up in. And the three people i would being in with are good people. Getting out of folks house again is one of my top priorities.
On the GF front, took my ex less then a week to get rid of every pic of us and get herself a new bf. Guess it hurts realizing how replaceable you are. We wanted to remain friends but not sure how that would work with her new BF. I want to start dating again but I am not my best when it comes to social situations. Hopefully I can start moving on like she has.
Looking forward to Oktoberfest, have a nice group from work going. This will be my first big trip and my first international one. Still trying to decide where my next trips will be. A lot of places in the US i want to see plus about million more around the world lol.
Changing topics again... A good friend of my mine had to deal with a death of semi-close person... Got me to thinking about death. I have never feared death because i have ridden the flat line train 3 times in my life and came back from the other side all 3 times. We talked about what we would like to have done for us when we die.... I would like to treated like a warrior of ancient times... be placed on a flotilla in a lake wearing ceremonial battle garb and then have a flaming arrow start the funeral pyre. I don't want a sad memorial service... I want a Irish wake where the liquor flows more then the tears... Mainly i just want to be remembered... My greatest fear isn't death itself... Its being forgotten...
But i need to start focusing on the positive and stop living in the past. Time to move onwards and upwards, i cant stop living life again.... waited 24 years to start and need to make up for lost time.
Thanks for reading this...
Until next time,
This is the TattooedShadow just stopping by to say "Ello All"
*wow does my typing suck lol , typos fixed*
Well kind of mixed bag this week...
Might be moving in with some friends from work, got to see the place last night. I think it rocks, its even in the old neighborhood i grew up in. And the three people i would being in with are good people. Getting out of folks house again is one of my top priorities.
On the GF front, took my ex less then a week to get rid of every pic of us and get herself a new bf. Guess it hurts realizing how replaceable you are. We wanted to remain friends but not sure how that would work with her new BF. I want to start dating again but I am not my best when it comes to social situations. Hopefully I can start moving on like she has.
Looking forward to Oktoberfest, have a nice group from work going. This will be my first big trip and my first international one. Still trying to decide where my next trips will be. A lot of places in the US i want to see plus about million more around the world lol.
Changing topics again... A good friend of my mine had to deal with a death of semi-close person... Got me to thinking about death. I have never feared death because i have ridden the flat line train 3 times in my life and came back from the other side all 3 times. We talked about what we would like to have done for us when we die.... I would like to treated like a warrior of ancient times... be placed on a flotilla in a lake wearing ceremonial battle garb and then have a flaming arrow start the funeral pyre. I don't want a sad memorial service... I want a Irish wake where the liquor flows more then the tears... Mainly i just want to be remembered... My greatest fear isn't death itself... Its being forgotten...
But i need to start focusing on the positive and stop living in the past. Time to move onwards and upwards, i cant stop living life again.... waited 24 years to start and need to make up for lost time.
Thanks for reading this...
Until next time,
This is the TattooedShadow just stopping by to say "Ello All"
*wow does my typing suck lol , typos fixed*
diaz:
He he 
deunan:
Oh good, I'm no longer a fiend! 