Well, my Dear, @rambo @missy and @lyxzen should be very optimistic if they think that my personality could be expressed using only 3 fictional characters... Well, more then optimistic.
I think I have influences from the Cheshire Cat, Alice in Wonderland, Princess Mononoke, many characters from books of Marion Zimmer Bradley (I don't remember the names, but just the role) as Stormqueen and Hawkmistress, the girl from Milion Dollar Babe, the Little Marmaid, Belle from "The Beauty and the Beast", even the Beast... Quite any kind of dreamer freak.
But... I chose 3 to represent myself, as tthose ladies asked.
Let's start!
1- Lagertha
The most giant badass I could find, she is a woman who wants to be free, to prove the world that she can make it by herself and, man, she did it. She became the leader of a town with her own army of shieldmaidens, she is able to defeat many men in a fight, even if she is tiny and, well, still a woman.
She is also a hopless romantic and a caring mother.
To me, just the perfect woman, when Igrow up I want to be like her.
2- Elliot Reid
She is a mess, just a mess. Messy life, messy family, messy brain, messy social interaction, messy sexuality, messy boyfriends. She always makes a mess with her patients, constantly making mistakes, costantly in dubt about herself and her knowledge, she knows she's beautiful but still cannot truly believe that, she has some big problems with her parents, because her mother obsesses her about being beautiful and a bit stupid, because that's the only way to get a rich husband, her father wanted a son, he had a daughter, than he grew her up as a male. The costant contrast between those two parts broke her in two: on a side a crying child always searching for help and protection, on the other a strong woman who could break the whole world. Even if she's 25 and living in her own home (paid by her father, at first), she cannot stand in front of their parents and tell them the truth, or just only tell them that she has grown up and she doesn't need their opinion on everything.
She is simply the cutest and biggest mess I could ever see.
But, when you start thinking she will never make it, she makes it.
She became a doctor of success, she made her own home without the help of her family (wich is rich, her father is a doctor and that's why she has been throun in Medicine University), she found love (somehow) and she became mother, without leaving the job.
She made it in the most normal, special, real, painful way. At the end she is sill a mess, but the kind of mess that you can only love with your whole heart.
3- Amélie Poulain
She is CRAZY-AS-FUCK
I think you all watched the film, so I'm not going to explain her background.
She lives in her own world where everything is fairy, misterious and interesting. Well, Paris is not that fairy, but HER Paris is. She doesn't live in Paris, she lives in Amelieland.
She sees and notices everything, she thinks about all that, she tries to find a reason for everything, and her life, which could look empty and flat, but to her, in her mind, it's great and full of colors.
It's quite the same world I live in.
She lives in that world because she deeply know that the real world sucks as fuck, so it's better to build your own one and forget all the shit that's happening outside. Is this the solution? Of course not. But it's nice to have a beautiful place to hide when needed.
Well, those were my three fictional characters, mixing them you could somehow find me.
Let me know your ones!!
Have a nice week end,
With love,
Brunhild
